Since when did travelers in hostels stop talking to each other?
When I enter the room and say "Hello!" am I really such a bother?
You all look up from your laptops and phones, one nods, another smiles,
I shrug it off, I guess they're shy, or uploading important files.
Then two hours pass and i'm still wondering who they are and what brings them here,
last time I 'hosteled', 2006, guests actually spoke and even drank beer!
This time is so different- like no-one exists, only the soul of their WiFi connection,
is this what things have now come to - no face to face communication?
Where people share a space so small you couldn't even swing a
Dublin Airport - 28/10/2010
Rush, rush, you've all gotta rush
You have to be first for everything
Competition. Consumption.
You're empty shells with winter coats.
Maybe I'm jealous.
Or maybe you're a gloat.
Does money make anything easier?
Or does it conceal the suffering
We are all predisposed to feel.
Money's but a mask
a mask
like a clown
laughing in your face
Empty shells with winter coats with clown masks
laughing you in the face
Ha
Ha
Ha
But who is laughing really?
Scottish Woman Drove Me Crazy by PixieFirefly, literature
Literature
Scottish Woman Drove Me Crazy
Scottish Woman Drove Me Crazy
What makes you think you have the right
to awaken us creatures in the midst of the night?
With a fee and a fi and a fo and a fum,
you have a story to tell everyone.
Domination, manipulation,
don't give me false expectations.
STOP talking shit about the day,
the birds have more interesting things to say
the trees have more interesting things to say
the bees have more interesting things to say
What you say has zero meaning,
i'm silent when I should be screaming.
Sucking energy, sucking blood,
my personality sinks into the mud.
I struggle, struggle to pull myself up,
but your buttons jammed, there ain't no
Why I Don't Cry
The reason I don't cry
is 'cos I used up my supply
at the tender age of 21
after years of sobbing the tears were gone
no more aching face and jaw
tear stains on my pillow were no more
it had to stop i had to try
to live my life before i died
I Just Cried
Over a memory
Me aged 19
Careless
Selfish
Stupid
Yet respected and trusted enough by a family
to live in their house
care for their children
I was their first time
"The new au pair
We expect a lifelong friend
A member of the family"
I couldn't pretend
I was chaos embodied
Destruction wherever I went
Lack of control
Alcohol cigarettes and sex in their bed
With sleazy Frenchmen who said they loved me
And I believed them
Because it made me feel good
The Cycle
can't sleep
too cold
too hot
noises outside
noises in my head
bad back
aching neck
stomach cramps
hungry
feeling sick
tossing
turning
battling with the blanket
on floor
on bed
this way
that way
eyes closed
eyes open
sleep at last
nightmare
fucked up
psychotic
suppressed
Dirty Girl
"Don't you dare let me catch you
ever do that again. "
And so she pulled herself up from the carpet
where she'd been sprawled
lead her naive
innocent
confused
frame up to her pink bedroom where she could be alone with her embarrassment
each shameful step followed by an equally dirty one
she vowed to never touch it again
she vowed to never look at it again
she vowed to never communicate with it again
and for years she believed she was bad
for years she believed she was wrong
for years she believed she would burn in hell
and this to no-one did she tell
for years she thought she was abnormal
for years she thought she had a diseas
Since when did travelers in hostels stop talking to each other?
When I enter the room and say "Hello!" am I really such a bother?
You all look up from your laptops and phones, one nods, another smiles,
I shrug it off, I guess they're shy, or uploading important files.
Then two hours pass and i'm still wondering who they are and what brings them here,
last time I 'hosteled', 2006, guests actually spoke and even drank beer!
This time is so different- like no-one exists, only the soul of their WiFi connection,
is this what things have now come to - no face to face communication?
Where people share a space so small you couldn't even swing a